I’ve been watching 90210 and there’s this girl that got pregnant and doesn’t know what to do about it. I’ve thought about how if this or any girl has a baby and is pregnant in high school she’ll be looked down at and judged in all kinds of way because she’s keeping the baby. She’ll also be judged if she decides to get an abortion to save her future and for the baby itself. Either way she doesn’t win in any situation. I know i’ve been judgmental in the past with different kinds of things but it’s such a shame that the majority of the population on this earth is like that. People should look at it as “whatever makes her happy”. And writing down my feelings is a totally new thing (not saying vague shit on twitter that can relate to anyone and that’s another reason I’m going haitus on it because everyone just bitches and complain on twitter.. and I was doing it also) for me but it’s actually a good relief.
I’m always capable of not going on Tumblr in the daytime.. but when it hits 2 in the morning.. that’s when I always catch myself going on it >.< what I love about tumblr though is that people aren’t competing to be the coolest person on it. Like facebook people always tag themselves where they’re at, who there with, and pictures to make themselves seem like their life is more fun than others. but on tumblr, your just expressing yourself as a person through pictures, videos, words, and music. that’s why I’ve chose to keep tumblr and going hiatus on the other social networking sites. so here it is almost 2 o’clock am and i’m on this site..
I drew this today
It’s for my best friend Becky who’s been in hospital for half a year because of self-harming, her mum asked me to draw something inspiring for her and incorporate butterflies into it somehow so I did this. I just wanted to show her that even though her arms may now be mutilated and abused beyond recognition, there is still hope and beauty to be found in everything. That I still find her absolutely beautiful and perfect.
(via andnowisay)
knowing that I have the best boyfriend in the world is amazing. I may say I miss the single life and this and that but it’s normal for everyone. What counts is that at the end of the day I know what I’m thankful for and what I have. I would never take him for granted or the saying “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone” because I know. I can trust him with everything and it’s crazy to even come to believe or think that they’re is a guy like that.. and I feel bad for people who don’t since some don’t. I hope one day you do find it. And if you don’t, well than it’s obvious that you don’t deserve a love like that.
